No.

no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no
He Said No.
im crying. i cant help it. even though i said he was gonna say no... i thought.... he says he likes someone else. i hate myself so much. for dumping him the first time... i had my chance. i should have known.......
My hearts breaking....
you did not just saii those words too me,
please, lets go back iiin tiiime,
to when yhoo loved mee
Cuz
when i look in ur eyes, i see her
when i kiss ur lips, i see her
and when u hold me close, i know just what ur thinking
you want mee to go,
and her to be there
instead offf mee...
My hearts broken
so many tears shed
i want this lifee of miiine
to just go away and end
cuz life without yhoo
its just too bad...
i cant handle this baby
i cant even understandd
Cuz
when i look in ur eyes, i see her
when i kiss ur lips, i see her
and when u hold me close, i know just what ur thinking
you want mee to go,
and her to be there
instead offf mee...
But now i see
this is what u wanted
you wanted her instead of me
and now u've got that
what more can u waant witthh mee?
oh, u wanna be friends, well, not gonna haaappen
i may love u, but to know ur
letting her look into ur eyes,
kiss ur lips
and the thhouuut of yhooo holding herrr close
makes me, so sick to the bone, i
i
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iiiiiiiiiii
miss yhoo....
and i know... its stupid.. i shouuld juust move oon, but im just not gonna
let that happen and u cant stop meee
well, just watch i may not move on, but i gotta hold on
yhooo
so as long as i say, we can beeee friiiendddss i know... that theres a chance... a chance 4 u andd meeeee to neeverr eeendd...
when i look in ur eyes, i see her
when i kiss ur lips, i see her
and when u hold me close, i
know just what ur thinking
you want mee to go,
and her to be there
instead offf mee...
and now u've got that, ull never see thru my deceptiooon, but i promiiise yhoo
ill keep you close, im NEVER GONNA LETTT YHOO GOOO
my love.....
hmmm, My love... woahh wwwwwwaooooahhh ooohh my looove... my love
Ur Mine.
X

im so upset david.. i dont know what to do.. cuz i love him. so much. and i dno.. im scared.. im out here on my own, no-one to catch me when i fall.
im dying. bit by bit... ever since tom.. ive been breaking apart.
i have to go. i cant to this.
Bye david...
x