Home alone!!

Well, you may have established from the title, im HOME ALONE... unimpressed?? well, this means i have gained the trust and am aloud to cook again!! last time, i set fire to the house....
lol
well, life is ok... connor bit my shoulder, that hurt... lol....
i had an intresting conversation with leanne.. she likes 3 guys!! unbuhleavabubble!!
she likes, luke, connor and TOM... of all people... i thought i liked him, but now i get it!
its the amazing friendship we have!!
YAY!!
im not sure who i like, at the momento... i think sam, but im just not sure, because i know he likes hayley... i might put another song in...



those lines indicate the time it took for me to realise.. i still like sam.
oh dear... but, there is the possible... he might not like hayley.. last time i asked, he said he liked NO-ONE.. then, with my charm, i could get him to like me again????
yeah... right.

dear god, or whoever, if your out there, please, tomorrow, when i meet up with him PLEASE let him realise im his one true love??
whatever..
but, when i asked him if the prom was in two weeks who would he ask to go with him, he said me....
grr, i wish he was easier to understand, or could just see i like him again... keeping all of this inside is hard... anyway, heres that song i promised:


My hearts been broken so many times, i just want it to stop, quit the beating, stop my breathing, and let me go in my sleep,
So, you me, we were supposed to be, but all ur saw was her in the background,
I wish u could have seen thru that, to our love, cuz I did,
You see her in the back ground, just cant help urself, I want to know, y…
My hearts been broken so many times, I just want to stop, quit the beating, stop my breathing, and let me go in my sleep…
So, you me, I wanted you to c, that I loved you more, than you loved mee,
I see him in the background, just cant help myself, you want to know y…
My hearts been broken so many times, I just want to stop, quit the beating, stop my breathing, and let me go in my sleep…
But, the difference between you and me, is
I see him in the back ground, I say hi, he comes over, I smile for a while, then I flutter, my black lashes, and I say, sorry mate, but im gonna have to walk away, , but you, she comes over, you say hi, u wanna say goodbye, but youu don’t u cant u want this so bad, you got a great girl, but maybe she wont last,
So, you me, we were supposed to be, but all ur saw was her in the background,
I wish u could have seen thru that, to our love, cuz I did,
You see her in the back ground, just cant help urself, I want to know, y…
My hearts been broken so many times, I just want to stop, quit the beating, stop my breathing, and let me go in my sleep
My hearts been broken so many times, I just want to stop, quit the beating, stop my breathing, and let me go in my sleep
Just wanna go in my sleep, because, I walked away, and u just cudnt, and now I c, that’s y u dumped meee,
My hearts been broken so many times, I just want to stop, quit the beating, stop my breathing, and let me go in my sleep
Given the chance, id have said goodbye, the moment you walked byy.
Sorry. Well that’s just noot enough! I think you’ve sed enough!
My hearts been broken so many times, I just want to stop, quit the beating, stop my breathing, and let me go in my sleep
My hearts been broken so many times, I just want to stop, quit the beating, stop my breathing, and let me go in my sleep
Im done.

again, not very good... but they mean something to me... i think ill start putting a song/poem/saying in everytime i leave a blog... im so BORED... tom is bugging me. again. wish he would just leave me alone...


sometimes, i think i should be writing a blog like becky, but... i dont know. i guess, yesturday i used her as an offload, and now, well... im all offloaded...

my life and self esteem will be down by tomorrow, ill write then....
Byeee x

ps, i wish john would stop slapping my arse-he has a girlfriend!!
pps i wish lucy would just die. and becky myhill... and pippa i hate them ALL.
Bye... again x